I am a year 2 already and I just got to understand what it means to be a year 2, however, I guess I am still far from understanding. The second week is almost coming to an end and I am already so drained of energy from all the activities that is being carried out for the past one week especially.

Reaching home on an average at 10pm every single day, sometimes even later. If I am not that tired, I would probably still have proper dinner. If time doesn’t allow, I should consider myself lucky if I can have cup noodles. Projects are progressive as time goes by, and it gets more and more challenging. Did a project 3 times over again and I am going to do it one last time only because I want to do something different from the rest. I want my concept to become a reality.

A year 3 from VSC passed away as well, she jumped. & I was greatly affected by it though I didn’t show. I do not know her but because we were in the same campus, in the same school, it saddens me to know such a news. I could have met her in the lift, I could have smiled at her in the canteen, I could have bypass her in the corridor, I could have helped her pick up her things, I could have seen her on the staircase, I could have peeped into her class and saw her at work. I never know. Still, it upsets me greatly.

Interim 1 was still considered fairly good. I guess I was lucky because the computer decided to fail when it was my turn of presentation so I got a chance to present to PJ on a one to one basis and I was thus given more time to talk to him about my design and he could give constructive suggestions. Well, he liked my work and I have to thank Celeste, Min’Er, Farhah and Marline who I have repeatedly disturbed to give me opinions.

I have exactly 9hours to do up that repeated project and above that, I have another project to worry about from the same module. All of which due on Tuesday and not forgetting, I promised myself to finish my entire website page by Wednesday so I have at least one and a half week to finish my final for EleMM. I am also having a Genting getaway during the next weekend and it’s not much of a getaway because I am bringing my laptop along with me.

My comfort every night is my white baby dolphin of which I talked to everyday without fail. Yeah, it may sound stupid but at least it keeps my secrets and I can cry my guts out to it on its soft body.
As for R, I shall not say much. There are times when I get tired but I got to understand he is not a robot as well, so I try as far as possible not to rant at him too much but sometimes, I got to learn to control my temper. Be an understanding partner as far as possible.

Ok, I shall just stop here. I guess this will help me fight the coming week.