I dunno how to start writing this post. I’m having so much mixed feelings now and I guess, it is time I vent it out, but I really do not know how to put it. Really.

I do not know where this will bring me, but I see another chapter of my life unfolding before me. How is this chapter going to end up, please do not ask me, I want to know how it is going to end up too. Guess life is all about unknowns and mysteries, not meant for you to write or declare.

Still, I believe that my destiny is controlled by myself and nobody else.

I’m upset, very very upset but there is more to that. There is fear and hurt along with it. I think I should just pretend this feeling doesn’t exist. Maybe it is time I listen and just do as I was told. Then again, it is always easier to be said than done.

I need some time alone. This was harder than I thought.