According to a Facebook application I just played, if I were a witch, my patronous would be a swan.
Kind of unexpected for a girl like me to be able to conjure up a swan right?
Anyway. A few good things happened today, a few bad things happened too.
I am not going what is the bad thing that happened, but I swear with my life, if I ever allow myself to do whatever I did again, may I burn in hell till God forgives me.
I’m serious. Even till now, I am still thinking about it. Sigh. Guilt, and disbelief.
So, ready for the good news people?
I WILL BE GOING ON A 12 WEEKS INTERNSHIP WITH THE DESIGN AGENCY, WUNDERMAN Y&R HONGKONG!
(same company la actually, all under one big family called Y&R Wunderman )
To be honest, I had my interview a while back, but I didn’t want to blog about it because I didn’t want to get my hopes too high.
I was afraid I would face disappointment, ok, yes, I did an anxiety post, but not really about how I felt after the interview.
Basically after my interview, I was very depress, very jumpy. The interview was a spark to get me thinking about the future.
What I wanted to do after graduation? Work, studies? What did I want from myself?
I see all my friends listing out their options, universities and all, but that never pacified me to think about it.
Somehow that interview worked for me.
The interview really got me all geared up to be ready to face what my future might be.
I love this industry, and I am trying hard to keep up, but I did asked myself if this was what I wanted.
Turns out, I didn’t mind doing what I am doing. Though I am still tired, which was why I really wanted to get pass my interview
and work at Wunderman.
The whole process was absolute low-profile.
I thought trying out Wunderman was quite a big gamble. I had to depend on my lecturer to get things going, entirely based on trust alone. I didn’t want to probe too much because I didn’t want to be seen as irritating or desperate. I wanted to play it cool, but I was all nervous inside. I was worried that it may never work out cause I wasn’t fighting with just people from my school, but also the local student in HK and the interns they may take in from other overseas design college. I even had another company in HK which wants to hire me well, playing as my backup. Yes. I very much want to get out of the country, leave this place for a little while. Although I am not there to enjoy or play, but to work, at least I am away from problems. Don’t get me wrong, I am not running away from my problems, but I wanted a clear head, I wanted to leave this place to forget things, and as Mathias said, to discover myself and see how far I can go. Going out, I want to push myself to the extreme, force myself to grow up, learning what it is like to be truly and solely independent and most importantly, gain my parents’ trust. I know I always makes it sound like I want to get away from them, but the truth is, I want to show that I am capable of looking after myself, that even without them by my side, I can survive it all, and through it all, have more faith and trust in me. & also to show this certain someone that looking down on me was wrong.
I am more than grateful that I got it, so I promised myself that no matter what I face, how tough the challenges can be, I will and must not give up.
I will get through it all.
Right now, I still have no idea when I am flying or where will be staying, but this space would be updated with more information. :)
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Watched Harry Potter, finale today.
Shall not be a spoiler, but I should say, I am a tad disappointed, although my best friend thought otherwise.
Good nights/morning.
