Honestly, I have been trying my best to refrain myself from ranting what an ugly world the adult world can be.
As much as I love being an 18, the thing I hate most is witnessing with my two eyes how ugly adults can be.
No, wait, my adults as in the adults I hang out with, or rather, used to hang out with.

If you think that throwing beer bottles and wanton noodles at each other is gonna cure an old helpless man then throw and so be it,
if it doesn’t, then just freaking sit down like a man and solve things like one. And not (pretending) to throw bottles and bowls at someone else
or even trying to look for knives to hack someone.

Because if you think that can help, then I would suggest you going back to primary schooland retake your civic moral education, you moron.

YOU MORON.

For the past 30 years(or maybe more), you have never ever bring home a single cent to the family,
you never even treat drinks to your nieces and nephew, maybe the most generous times you had was when you gave me and your god-daughter
what, 5bucks when you see us? Freaking 5 bucks.

Ok, alright, maybe it’s better than nothing, BUT STILL, it’s not exactly alot you know.
It’s only enough for me to eat one Mcdonald’s meal and that is if I buy the McValue lunch, otherwise, I still need to top up at least another 2bucks.

And now, you have that face to ask for 2 portion of the family assets!? Are you screwed in your mind or just plain dumb?
Don’t you feel embarrassed or shy at all? Don’t you even have the basic ego, or at the very least, respect to yourself? 

Ok, maybe you don’t but whatever it is, how can you even have the thought of looking after your father when you don’t even know what is good and what is  bad for him? You think you know every god damn thing but the problem is you don’t!
You know shit, I’m telling you!

All you ever care about is how to get money out of your poor father and probably, your almost bald wife. HA!

So what if your wife have to serve your father?! For god’s sake, she HAS to serve your father because she is the muthafking DAUGHTER-IN-LAW!
You are willing to spend thousands of dollars to grow your wife’s hair back but you are not willing to fork out 70bucks a month to buy chinese pills for your dad? What in the world are a son, are you? It is only 70bucks, HELLO!

Your dad is diagnosed with cancer and you don’t even want him to go for radiotherapy?! Yeah, your reason is because you think that the radiotherapy will make the situation worse but I know its all because you wish your dad would leave earlier so you can get the asset, right? You even dare to tell the family that your taxi clan would be at the funeral on the third day! HELLOOOO!!!! Nobody in the right mind wants the dad to pass on dude! But you can even think of who to invite to the funeral? Are you nuts? I bet you won’t shed a tear when he pass on.

And the best thing? The best thing is, we are not some rich family that has billions and billons of assets. We are just another average family.
How much can you get?! It’s not like it can allow you a worry-free life, you know.
Besides, you are not even willing to look after your dad, and yet you want something from him?
Hello. People want earn money through stock market also need to invest first la. If not you think money drop from sky ah?
Oh wait, you do think money drop from the sky. Asshole.

And yeah, you may look after your dad, but that is only because everyone is not free and only because you are a taxi-driver so you have no choice but to come down but so what? Look at the timing you come down. AFTERNOON. In the freaking afternoon and you need to leave at what time? 5.30pm? How long is that? Hmmm. Saying you come at 1pm, you are only here for 4hours! And how long have I been here? Since 8.30pm, up till now! Which is 6am, and I won’t be leaving till you freaking come. Not only that, I haven’t had a wink and won’t have till I reach home which is probably 2plus pm and you?! You are  So how is the “noble” one now? And I am only the the grand-daughter. And please don’t give me the because my surname is Liew crap shit! I don’t see your son or your genius daughter coming down to help. HUH?! Where in the world are they? Aren’t their surname Liew too?

I hope you get really sick one day and your children would not look after you. That would be the day when I will look at you at your sickbed and start laughing.

I know I have relatives who read my blog. I know very well. But you know what? I don’t care anymore. Really. I don’t care anymore.
Read all you want, because you know what,  there will be a part 2.

P/s. I’m really afraid my grandfather will pass on. I haven’t been very close to him since I was born but ever since I started looking after him at the hospital, I realized how much I love him and him to me too. He keeps saying I am a clever girl, can look after him and I don’t know, maybe there are things he wants to tell me but he didn’t or rather don’t know how to tell. Just now, his pulse drop to 92 and my heart dropped with it. I saw the way he catches for air, it’s like holding on to dear life, I have never seen someone grasp for air like this and I started to cry. I really don’t him to go. Since young, he always gave me a feeling like he doesn’t give a shit about me and I also dare not talk to him. And now, I have so much to tell him but I’m afraid its all too late and that I may not have enough time. Please God, I’m begging you, I’m begging you to prolong his life and let him live a ripe old age, let him die not of illness but of old age. Please don’t take my grandfather away. I actually can’t imagine a life without him despite the fact that we are not close. I guess this is what they mean by bond of blood.