I don’t know but as I grow up, friends that I can really talk to seemed to be decreasing.
I mean, the people that I can talk to now are Shermeen and sometimes, Ah Pong.

And then I start wondering, as we all grow up, will we still tell each other our secrets?
Will we still look for each other when we need suppport?

As much as I wished that my secondary school friends, and I’m talking about the girls here, can still be together,
I know it’s not just something that can be spoken. I mean, we used to look for each other in times of trouble or even when we are happy.
But look at us now? We hardly even call each other or message each other anymore.

Of course I can’t blame them for this but it’s sad that this is happening because I never thought that this would happen.
Then I wonder again, what about my poly clique?

Oh yes, I do see them as a clique, a group of people of whom I hold dearly to my heart.
They sometimes made me wish that we all came from the same secondary school and were friends then and all decide to enter IMD as one.
I may not be close to them all, I tell my secrets only to one or two, I am able to understand some of their family situation.
And I think this clique holds a very different significant to me as well, which is why I cherish it alot.

In another one year and a half, all 6 of us are going to graduate.
We are going to pursue our own careers, some may go overseas for further education, some may start work
in a design company, some may decide to try something different from design.

The question is, when we graduate, will we still stay as a clique?
Or are we just gonna walk our own paths alone?

Because I know it is so, I would cry and wish I could stay in poly with them forever.