So I’m guessing I have changed alot, in terms of outlook and personality.
& that’s my exact plan for my 18, though my changes are not intentional or pre-planned.

Biggest and most obvious change would of course be my nails, since I used to bite them, and my hair which I got Vaness to chop it off, about a month ago.
My dressing took a slight turn as well, although it wasn’t dramatic. Tried leggings for the first time, spaghetti top and shorts, for school, oh yes, backpack, totebag and flats. Hair bands too. Had my first manicure, both normal and french. Bought my first set of nail polish and learning how to paint them properly and cut my nails properly. What else? Hmmm.

Character, hmmm, I really don’t know but I think recently I have grown quite mature, in terms of handling personal relations, even though my affairs of the heart is still as messy as my room. I am definitely more secure and assure of myself now but of course there are times when my confidence level would hit the depth of the well, but it usually springs back after a night sleep. And I also leant how to handle anger, sadness and loneliness better. My straightforwardness is of course something I would very much love to change but that’s really difficult. So more time will be given to that.

As for me and Mr.56, well, too many people have been asking and I won’t choose to hide the truth. I have begin to accept that some things will stay the way it is, at least for awhile. Yes, we have decided to call it quits because it is really sucking our blood and lives dry if we were to carry on and we both are really too tired to commit to this romance. We agreed that we will settle our stuff when he returns, as for now, I choose to let nature take it own course. I will not intentionally let go or move on, but if I were to meet someone(which I probably won’t), or something just hit me and I decided to, I won’t stop myself either.

I am gonna renovate my room! :D
So that’s only a new change for me. Happy and excited.

And I hope to at least complete my Advance Test for Driving before this year end(?) and by my birthday, I can drive my parents out for dinner.
Hmmm. Actually I hope to get my license before daddy’s birthday because it’s his wish to sit at the passenger’s seat while I drive. 

2010, 18 years old. Year of Changes. What a good way to celebrate my 18th(although my birth anniversary was months back!)

Oh wells, good luck to me! :D

& in case you are wondering, nope, I am not gonna try clubbing just yet, partying can wait.
For now, I still prefer chilling out at girlf’s place with the small group of girls. :D