“When life throws you lemon, make a lemonade out of it”, one of my favorite quotes to keep me positive and remind me to look on a brighter side.
I can’t really remember when was the last time I used it. Vanessa’s blog reminded me of it.

This is like a battlefield for me now and I am giving my last fight with all the strength I have left. These days I can’t seem to be able to do anything
but I have things to do. I can’t focus, I can’t concentrate. I am just trying my best. Like really trying my best.

And if things still don’t work out, then I just got to accept that it is not going to work out right? I got to accept it right?
No matter how much I don’t want to.

I finally know what heartache means. And it’s damn fking pain.