Just saw my cousin, Terence’s photos of his training in US. Future Air Force pilot. Way to go mans.
His sister, Tezella is now in Australia and it is her second day of school today. Future vet.
Tenissa is waiting for her A’levels results and is waiting to go into Uni.
Connie is going to be a future English teacher.

What will I be?
Future Designer I hear you say.
This was never the route I wanted to take. No doubt, I have not regretted coming in to IMD, I of course love what I am doing, otherwise, how can I survive till today?

Working so late into the night. Then in the day I will just scrape whatever I did in the night and re-do again. Things are not going smoothly for me I guess. Sleeping late every night is just not good for my health, I know. I’m sleeping at 2-3am every morning. What am I doing? I really don’t know. And tonight, I just feel lost about my direction.

Like I don’t know what to do next.
Guess I am just living a day at a time. Got project, just do.

This whole project 1 is affecting everything about me. I flared temper at Ronney today because I was feeling so vexed about my work. I really don’t know what to do.

He wants 2 hours from me on Wednesday, I think I can give him 2 hours. I just need to work more diligently for the other days available. It is not impossible. I have 3 days this week excluding Wednesday. I am left with 7 pages. 3 days do 7 pages, why not? It took me 2 days to do 4 pages. Out of this 7 pages, 1 page is already done. So is 6 pages. 2 pages a day, not impossible. I will try my best I should say. Yeah. Just do.

I just remember, I need to wake up extra earlier tomorrow to help R do some stuff. And I have a presentation tomorrow. What the hell am I still blogging at this hour???

ARGHHHHH!!!!