I did something that I can’t forgive myself and wished someone gave me 10 slaps or even more for me to wake up. I know, however, that no matter how many sorry(s) I said, if I really hurt you, you won’t forgive me. I know you don’t see it as a betrayal, but I feel guilt-ridden. I know that somehow there will be a boundary between us and if really you want to shun me, just do it OK, if that makes you feel more comfortable then just let me know.

Iloveyou. You are forever my dear.

HAHA. Meeting my friends later to wild wild wet. I’m somehow having mixed feelings. You know, ytd was like the first time I chatted with WS via SMS over the night. We were talking about his studying and my problems and guess what, he said I’m mature and I was like “are you serious?” Guess he is the first one to say I’m mature ba, I don’t know, I’ve never seen myself as mature before. He said he had seen my maturity over the years of he knowing me and I was “wow”, HAHA.

R is coming to find me later b‘cause he is going to accompany me to run some errands before meeting them. I have to do 4 things, as a reminder to myself,

1. Return library book, I’m so getting a fine!!!
2. Buy earpiece! I’m dying to get one, I haven’t really been hearing music for a long time, 2days!!!
3. Buy STARBUCKS COFFEE!!! Mocha Frappichino with whipped cream, Grande.
4. Give Gfriends the things I respectively owe them.

Ok, that’s the 4 things I must do.

ROAR. I miss my china pen-pal lots man. FYI, I have 4. 2 are guys and 2 are girls. They are all busy with their stuff so we can only talk through MSN, QQ or email. Gosh. Miss them alot alot alot. Out of these 4, I think only Tang Long will still keep in contact with me, he has become a teacher, so happy for him. Xiang Nuo is forever busy with his tour agency, think he is having some serious financial problem. The 2 ladies, it’s their exam period…

Ok. GTG. Ciao.

女人啊，华丽的金钻，闪烁珠光，为你赢来女皇般的虚妄想像，其实你周围只剩下势力的毒，傲慢的香，撩人也伤人的芬芳。

:)

PRISCILIA WAS VERY HIGH YESTERDAY!!! HAHA. When I said high, I didn’t mean that I drank and got drunk or being over the moon although, yeah, well, I was partially over the moon yesterday and i didn't drop down and die.

Ok, cut the crap, I went to the Singapore flyer yesterday!!! 

Mainly because my dad happened to be able to get the tickets at very low rates because he is a holder of some credit card that gave such benefits so thanks to him, my family of 3 plus my grandparents went for the half hour ride which I thought was pretty short, should be longer…

Yup, these are my grandparents and they may be the cutest grandparents anyone can ever have and i feel real fortunate to have them in my life. Specially my grandmother, she loves me. :)

So, we went into the in-flight area and it really reminds me of sitting an aeroplane because they have this long pathway that led to the capsule, just like the long pathway that led to the aeroplane. gosh. Anyway, those that know Priscilia well should know that Priscilia is a self-love woman who will take photos of herself when she is in somewhere new. Here are the photos,(combined them together)

Beside all these photos, I took some pretty interesting ones too…

HAHA? Interesting? To me, maybe. I did had my kind of fun in there although something was troubling me at the time too but, who cares when you are so high, throw them away and de-stress. It works but a little too expensive to be done often. Hee. Hmmm, I would recommend it to couples, there was one pair in my capsule and another in the one in front of mine, (the guy was handsome –_-) they were really sweet. HAHA.

Ok, done there, had my dinner at this place call Ji Gong Bao with my relatives, not strongly recommended to people who can’t stand eating in stuffy places, I hardly ever sweat when I’m eating but in there, I felt like I was bathing, and it’s full of Chi-na people so…I’m not being country-nist Ok, but they will shout over your ear when you are eating so don’t really like it there.

Stop here now.

P/S my dad won’t be home for the next few days. I smell freedom of speech and actions…

:) keep that a secret.

Sagittarius

You are most compatible with SAGITTARIUS! I'm sure most of your friends are Sagittarians! Together you're going to rock! Sagittarians have a positive outlook on life, are full of enterprise, energy, versatility, adventurousness and eagerness to extend experience beyond the physically familiar. They enjoy travelling and exploration, the more so because their minds are constantly open to new dimensions of thought. They are basically ambitious and optimistic, and continue to be so even when their hopes are dashed. They are honourable, honest, trustworthy, truthful, generous and sincere, with a passion for justice. Sagittarians know how to be outspoken and exactly what expressions will hurt their adversaries most. They are strong-willed and good at organizing, a combination that gives them the ability to bring any project they undertake to a successful conclusion.

It says I’m most compatible with a Sagittarian…and i started wondering who was a Sagittarian…and when I thought of who was it…i started screaming, “oh my god” 3 times then i clapped onto my mouth. So i went to this random horoscope website  and guess what it said for Sagittarians, it said

Romance has perhaps been a little bland over the past few days, but beneficial planetary influences may well add the missing spark, today. You’ll be radiating charm, and some intimate and cozy moments are more than possible. Subtle hints and suggestions from another quarter may require a subtle response!

Personally, I’m not smart enough to be able to understand what it was saying, so I went to check out the compatibility and GUESS WHAT?! They said that Sagittarius love compatibility is best with TAURUS !! And I started going  “oh my god” 3 times again! When I found out, I was telling Shermeen how coincident this is. And Shermeen was like “don’t scare yourself” but I seriously used to believe in this kind of thing. 

So what now?

   MY PROBLEMS + HIM + MY WORRIES + THIS HOROSCOPE THINGY = THE ANSWER I’VE BEEN WANTING TO FIND OUT?

Where got so qiao one???? FYI, I’m a Tauruan …

Just went to read Evon’s blog. Saw her birthday post and soon, it will be my birthday. I’m not reminding anyone Ok, I’m seriously not looking forward to celebrating my birthday at all. I don’t even think I will get a chance to celebrate it. Guess the reason is clear. There is this special group of people who I really want to celebrate with, it’s going to be the first time celebrating with them and yet it can’t be fulfilled. When I mean fulfilled, I mean celebrating with them on the day itself. But where will I be? Remembered I said I want to celebrate my birthday with someone special, oh, the person I’m celebrating with IS someone special alright but definitely not the kind of special from my point of view although my parents think otherwise…

too small? want the details?

Need I say anything further? When I meant special person, that person would be of reference to someone in my favour, the person that I liked and not some HK superstar that youngsters don’t know, although I admit, his voice and songs are nice. But I still am reluctant to go for his concert. When I meant special, I meant these people…

These are the people I want to spend my birthday with but it’s so impossible. At first, before my parents booked the concert, I was really looking forward to my birthday cause there is Biantai around and I know that I will have fun with them no matter what we do but GRRRR, I can’t even see them on my birthday, how to have fun?!!?!?!?!?!!? I’m going to miss them so……………

DISCLAIMER: all photos are for the sake of fun, no offences to anyone.

p/s: just trying to complain…

:)

梦破了沉默便不敢哭
伤痛了拥抱胜过安抚
你最会解读
我内心的日记簿
错一次就像看一本书
而用心的从泪水提炼礼物
找到对的地图
太过倔强
虽然有苦说不出
但就是讨厌认输
跑上了山坡尽头断了路
勇敢就是我的许愿树
我用梦想
在天空中飘浮
海边的日出前都会有雾
勇敢就是我的许愿树
用眼光照亮
模了糊

梦破了沉默便不敢哭
伤痛了拥抱胜过安抚
你最会解读
我内心的日记簿
错一次就像看一本书
而用心的从泪水提炼礼物
找到对的地图
太过倔强
虽然有苦说不出
但就是讨厌认输
跑上了山坡尽头断了路
勇敢就是我的许愿树
我用梦想
在天空中飘浮
海边的日出前都会有雾
勇敢就是我的许愿树
用眼光照亮
模了糊

每当我追求完美太顽固
是你化身我的许愿树
你给了我
无限量的呵护
每当你突发奇想要倾诉
让我化身你的许愿树
为你一起哼着
幸福

am i prepared for the worst to happen, or i don’t want it to happen at all?

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO TERENCE[my cousin], FIONA GUGU AND EVON DEAR!!!

Ok, I know its a little late, but hey, it’s that thought that counts eventually, correct?

Anyway, Biantai went to celebrate Evon’s birthday at New York New York yesterday, at E-hub. I had my tuition so I went there myself and they were at the arcade when i arrived. Was really sick yesterday so I didn’t get the chance to eat at all, I just pathetically and miserably sat at the corner of the long table watching the rest eat [they got make me eat la, but apparently, I didn’t have food craving or appetite so I rejected their offer]. I did, however nibble on Ah Pong’s food. Yesterday was definitely a wonderful day, although I didn’t take in much food, in fact, I doubt i consider myself eating at all. Ronney sent me home because I was really not feeling well, so THANK YOU. Guess what, I lost 1.5 kg due to not eating yesterday, why is dieting so easy for me or is it me just being the normal weight? FYI, I’m 45kg but now I’m 43.5kg. c-o-o-l…

I’m not really 100% sure if I’m allowed to put this on my blog but I remembered myself saying out loud that these pictures will go on my blog so…sorry. I’m sure you are able to guess who is he if you come to my blog frequently, I’m not going to say the name but he is the male version of Chun-Li. ^^

The birthday girl and I, my dear.

HAHA. So old le, she is officially 17 and soon it will be mine. Not really looking forward b’cause 17 sounds so old. BUT, I hope to spend it with someone special this year, if possible. No birthday wishes, just someone special. Hais, why did George Lam hold his concert on my birthday?! Now, I have to go Genting with my parents just b’cause they want to see him. I should’ve persuade them to leave me at home, but I know they won’t allow. I’m going to miss the whole Biantai while I am there. Sobs…

Did I mentioned before that I liked my eyes when they are big in photographs, I think I somehow know how to do it already. Look at my photo with Evon, it’s as big as the last photos I had at the marina barrage. Happy Happy.

Ok la. Think I should stop here. Ronney is going camp for the next 4days. So good luck to him! And And And, I hope I can go wild wild wet on Monday!!!

life is brilliant with your presence…

:)

Let’s talk about yesterday.

Yesterday was a Sunday, a bright and sunny day. Warm and hot were the words to describe it and that made me want a sunglass more. HAHA. Ok, serious serious. I had my annual Liew Association Lunch, don’t think it’s a WOW thing, trust me, you won’t want to see yourself there. :) Luckily for me, this year, well, my cousins decided to come along with me and did me a favour by accompanying me, although it was in actual fact, their parents who wanted to tag along. Nevertheless, at least it wasn't so boring.

After the lunch, we decided to go to the…

So, we went there(what the heck am i saying). It was my first time being there, I know it’s kind of sua ku but who cares? So, anyway, my cousins were there, my relatives were there too. I thought the place was beautiful, although it was really warm and i was sweating badly since i was wearing formal clothes. Should not have worn my heels. Naturally, with my cousins, loads of photos were taken, in fact, I took a total of 79 photos, which was almost the same amount of photos i took during prom, wow!!! –__-

The cousin who is always ready to hear my sorrows. Really great to have her around. :) Anyways, we went to the gallery and man, I really camwhored in there and my one of my cousin was super super super irritated.  

Excuse me hor, these are ONE of the few only. I took a photo of myself each time I went into somewhere new, and that includes the toilet. I don’t know why, normally I won’t camwhored myself like that, I eventually concluded that my eyes were abnormally big in photographs that day, and I guess, I love it when they are big so…

By the way, did i mentioned before that i think Lee Kwan Yew is a genius? If no, I have always think so and something I found out confirmed my thought further. HELLO!!! It came true. He said this in 1987 and look, 20 years later, here we are treating the barrage as a place of interest and its really providing us with clean water now. 

Is he genius now? Agree with me?

Ok. so headed of for dinner at “the melting pot” at the former concord hotel. The food was Ok, not that bad but not very nice either, the only difference was they provided waffle. We celebrated my cousin’s and his mother’s(my gugu) birthday as well.

Yup, he was the cousin who “I” bought the Adidas bag for. It was shared among the cousins la.   

That was all for yesterday. Let’s talk about Today! :)

Met up with Ronney today. Had breakfast at Mac with him and window shopping before meeting the rest up. Went to TP cause Ronney had a meeting he was super reluctant to go…and he didn’t go eventually. Bought lunch, I didn’t eat, started to feel uncomfortable already. Injure Ronney and caused his mouth to bleed(sorry!). Went to safra, pool, lost and started getting realllllllllly upset. Bowling, single digit all the way.

Cried. For a long time, I haven’t cried like today, for a seriously long time, I just let everything flow and showed how unhappy I was with how everything in my life went. Ws said he was shocked to see me cry in public, and i told him, “it just goes to show how long i haven been bottoming things up.” :(

Came home, bathed, ate my Mac and started vomiting out everything that went in and now I know why I wasn’t feeling good. And now my mum is trying to force me to eat so I will vomit out everything and I will be better. Apparently, I have no appetite.

will things really come true for me? 

:)

Been really lazy to blog. Since I got back to LV, Ray’s life resumed back to normal and more cases are coming in. I have been promoted by the way, promoted to Investigator which means, now I can investigate on my own. :)

Ok, heck all that. Went back to school yesterday, met Hanlin and the girls. We were there to collect our testimonial but a slight hiccup occurred for me so I had to spend some money in order to get my testimonial. :( I’m officially a poor woman now. Miss school lots, miss the life there too. :(

Nvm, I have friends that love me. HAHA. I want to buy sunglasses!!! Specially the one at Bugis, I want it so much and that WenSu got it, idiot.  

bought my cousin’s present today, his birthday happens to be on the same day as Evon’s, 24march. Going to celebrate it at New York New York. Last month, on that day, Ronney also treated me to New York New York. COINCIDENCE or FATE?

:)

I, Priscilia Liew Rui Xi, has a new cousin. This baby was born on 12 March around 1am in the morning. He is Zhonglin’s younger brother, Zhongxiang. Now, I shall let pictures explain itself…

cute?

:)

Good Afternoon!~~

Ok, I just woke up about an hour ago, waiting to call Shermeen as Sharon, her and I had a phone date today at 1pm, but Sharon is going to be late(wow! phone date also can late?!), HAHA, no la, don’t so bad to Sharon Ok. She is out with her mom at the moment so she can’t call us at the appointed time. So, anyway, I used this time to download this thing called photoscape, a picture editing software which I have been desperately looking for, Photoshop is atrocious I think, it’s pretty confusing at times.

I like this software and it’s free! let me show you de effects they have…I will use certain photos that i have placed on my blog before.

this is only one of the effects that I am in the energy to do, my energy level is running down again. And, the best thing is…remember i said before, Windows Live Writer is very good to use because it has the photo editing straight from here, did i mention it? Nevertheless, I tried combining both photoscape editing and WLW photo editing and surprisingly, they can work together, which means I still can use the watermark and the tilt function. HAHA. From now on, I’m going be busy editing photos which will be placed on my blog. Yippee…~~~

:)

Guess you all must be wondering where i went for the past 5 days. I really can’t remember what was my last record of not updating my blog because usually not updating almost equal to the blog will be dying soon. Actually, as my title had stated, I had been having my BIANTAI chalet, the long awaited biantai chalet!!!

DAY 1     We checked in at 5plus because Miss Cheong went to Malaysia the day before so we had to wait for her to come back to check in for us, i really admire her lor… Anyways, we packed everything and put our stuff down. We had ice-breaker games too, although it’s kind of unnecessary but nevertheless, the game was fun. We found out how “smart” each other are, no offence ok, its the stress in the game.  LeongWei thought that LG was car brand, Evon thought that porcupine was a fish, Ronney has no idea what Taiwan or who Taiwan celebrities are and I said Obama was terrorist. OK, like i said, no offences Ok? LeongWei was kind enough to treat us Pizza for dinner. HAHA. What else did we do? I seriously can’t remember because the days really past quickly, too fast, in fact. FYI, we booked the one at aloha Changi, and our chalet was opposite OCH, Ok, it wasn’t haunted and not really as scary, I’m referring to the chalet. NOTHING HAPPEN.

DAY 2     Obviously, it’s the BBQ day, i didn’t stay for your info. I went with the girls around 11plus going to 12 and when we arrived there, HAHA, you won’t believe it, the guys were cooking LUNCH for us and I didn’t really had much faith in them at first. The girls left the guys to play MJ, halfway through, Van and I suddenly had the GB craving and started to clean the chalet up, clean as in mop and sweep the floor. The guys were definitely fighting a war in the kitchen… By the way, they prepared potato salad, fish ‘n’ chips, french fries and cream of potato, it was basically potato for lunch la…

  The food was of course, edible, at least i didn’t have a stomach ache. After lunch, it was free and easy time and it was once again, games. HAHA. Ronney they all planned this game called photo hunt whereby we have to hunt for specific pictures around the chalet area. OCH was involved. My team did went up but were chased by the guard dogs, trust me, I’m having phobia for dog’s barks now. I will run now if I ever hear a dog bark. So, unfortunately, the other team won and man, it was really warm at the particular time of the day. We also played water games, or i think it was more like we had a water party lor, they used pails and pour on each other and i was hit of course, first one was VANESSA, think she trying to take revenge, it was a very big pail ok!!! I think I kana 3pails. Was wet entirely, but i sure had fun. All of us ended in the bathroom and used the water from the bath to spray at each other, was super super fun. Shijie came too, but he didn’t play. He was there for the BBQ cooking. Thanks to him we also have cooked BBQ food. *thanks~~~* We had champagne too, don’t know what happen to me, one cup and i cannot take it already, seriously, i feel so shameful, last time won’t like that de. BUT, thanks to Connie(cousin), i know how to get rid of the toxic. HAHA.  With Shijie around, sure got good photos, design school de leh…

Man, I’m seriously in love with this people. Great bunch of people really. Life is so much better with these people around, they are like my, what they call it, 精神上的支柱, i don’t know how to say that in English. 

DAY 3     Went back today to help them check out, but really, it’s cause I want to hang out with them. I was almost in tears when I saw them because Sharon, Van and Von could stay the last night and I couldn’t!!! I miss them throughout the night and really didn’t have proper sleep. We, one whole gang decide to go OCH again, we did went in this time, I was really scared, but nevertheless, we met our “old friend”, the guard dogs, and I ran for my life. I’m sorry people, I’m really sorry and thanks weisian for holding onto my hands.

HAHA. That’s about it I guess, there was more fun than how I stated it up here but I had fun, that’s all that matters. Just came home by the way, from basketball with them. I’m missing them already… OH! one more photo.

NOTICE: THIS PHOTO IS ONLY FOR THE 18 YEARS OLD AND ABOVE, IF OTHERWISE, PLEASE CLICK ON THE CUTE RED CROSS AT THE TOP RIGHT HAND CORNER.

LAUGH ALL YOU WANT PEOPLE!!!!!!

:)