you know something. i was clearing out my cbox/tagborad and looking through the past comments which brought back alot of laughter and stuff. then i spotted this person's comment which was on the 21st jan, saying:
A,: christian dun swear and swear means saying people bitch
something like that de la.

well, to A, sorry for not replying your comment, it seems like on that particularly fateful day, many friends of mine left too much comments on my tagboard thus i did not notice your comment. you can't blame me for not responding to you because there were just too many comments on that day so much so that, i felt your comment was insignificant and even if i saw it, i would just take it as you spat saliva on your own computer screen.

now, in case your English vocabulary is poor, let me do you a favour by explaining to you the meaning of bitch ok, dun thank me, im just helping the pathetic, in fact, im an English tuition teacher. bitch means, a female dog, an unkind or an unpleasant woman, when you complain or talk unkindly. these are just the shallow meaning, there are more but i think with your standard of English, emphasising on the meaning will do you no good.

anyway, i have used the word "bitch" the way it is supposed to be used. i think that that HK actress is indeed an unkind and an unpleasant woman, i have spoken nothing but what i think is true. maybe to you, bitch is swearing but so unfortunately, you are on MY blog, so if i think the word bitch is not a swearing word, i use it and yes, i used it, the way I want to use it. there is nothing you can do about it. so long as you dun use it on your blog, i dun care. maybe you dun have a blog, cos you are too low to have one.

and by the way, what you said have not offended me but i think that you have stoop yourself to an even lower standard than what you are now and i take pity on you as well. i just here to remind you to have standards and if ever you wanna accuse me, or give any negative remarks on me, show your name as well so maybe from your name i can infer what kind of person you may be, unless you dun have a name.

continue giving comments, and once again, welcome to my blog although i dun really hell care who you are cos i dun need, want or even wish to know.

toodles. :)

currently preparing for my lesson later. English. really wonder how am i going gonna teach the boy. his English standard for a primary 3 is, i think atrocious. hais. but nvm, patience is a virtue. i shall teach him all that i know, the correct things of course.

yays. later soemone treating me dinner and my curfew is before 10. whoopee.
and and and. guys can be so insensitive sometimes that you feel like killing them. grr...


有时候太坚强 笑容却填不满眼眶
越是想要隐藏 歌声就唱的更响亮
直到入到心底最深处 OH~
你不要追问我 还缺了些什麽

每个人都有梦 幸福总站在最远方心中
越是渴望 越是不敢伸手拥抱谁的心是我最後一站 OH~
我强问我自己 现在还没有个答案
我不是你想像那麽勇敢
多想让你保护能流泪一场
让我放下武装 像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上

每个人都有梦 幸福总站在最远方心中越是渴望
越是不敢伸手拥抱谁的心是我最後一站 OH~
我强问我自己 现在还没有个答案

我不是你想像总是扮演坚强
多想让你知道我也要个伴
放下讨厌武装 像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上
我不是你想像的那麽勇敢

if i have to choose between loving you and breathing, i would use my mast breathe to say, i love you!

:)

i wanted to share this dream in my last post, but apparently i forgotten. its not a very wow kind of dream but i think this dream is so bad, bad to the extent that i feel apologetic towards vanessa because i kept scolding her in this dream. SORRY LAOPO!
so here goes...

i think it started that i had 2 cars, one was my dad's, the hyundai tucson[is that how it's spelled?] and the other was mine, a very cool looking sports car, brand, i dunno but its a convertible so there wasn't any roof of anykind. i just bought it so i did not know how to make the roof appear. vanesa lived beside me in this dream so we got along very well together, we do too in real life! i was showing her my new car and was planning to bring her to picnic in that car. so i went home and prepare and when i went back, the car was missing! i dunno what happen next, i shouted vanessa for not looking after it when i was away. vanessa started explaining herself. she said it was about to rain so she actually carried the car to the near pavilion so the car won't get wet. seems like in my dream vanessa also had supernatural strength. we went to the neatby coffeeshop to eat roti prata, i dunno why also, beats me. and the police came after me and i woke up....

i dunno why i wanna share it but well, just share it. i used to think i have a gift for remembering dreams and making dream. i dream every single night. there was one about ronney and hanlin as well and i nearly died in that dream. i think that was one of the impressive dream i ever had since the day i had memories....

:)

went to see my uncle yesterday. and well. the tears still came. he will be fine. i know it. i just know it. he will be fine for he is my uncle and a teacher. God will help him pull through.

ok. so besides visiting him yesterday, my nephew, i dunno if i should call him that because well, he is actually my cousin's child and he calls me ah yi. feels so old.

WHOO!!!!
WHEE!!!!
YIPPEE!!!!

HAHA. BIANTAI CHALET COMING LE!!!! 16 AND 17 MARCH!!!! 3 DAYS 2 NIGHTS!!!!
GOD, THANKS FOR LETTING US HOLD THE CHALET DESPITE OF THE LATENESS IN PLANNING IT!!!!
SERIOUSLY, I CANT WAIT FOR IT TO COME CAN AND THE BEST THING IS THAT DEAR AND I CAN CELEBRATE OUR 2MONTHS ANNIVERSARY THERE TOO, WE WILL BE TOGETHER THE WHOLE DAY AND THIS TIME, WE KNOW IT...RIGHT DEAR?

I CAN JUST SEE HOW MUCH FUN WE WILL HAVE AT THE BEACH, AT THE CHALET, BEING SO HIGH ALL NIGHT LONG AND NOONE IS THERE TO SAY
"EH! SO LATE OREDI STILL SO CHAO!"
WOOHOO!!!! AND AND AND! WE GONNA HAVE BBQ TOO, SECOND NIGHT, SHERMEEN PLS PLS PLS SAY YOU CAN GO! MAYBE THE ONLY THING YOU CAN DUN LIKE IS THAT OCGH IS NEARBY SO YA, ALL THE GHOST STORIES WILL START COMING OUT AND ALL THE GUYS WILL START SCARING THE GIRLS AND I HAVE A FEELING THEY GONNA GO TO OCGH BUT HEY, IM STAYING PUT AND STICKING MY BUTT TO THE CHALET! SOMEONE COMPANY ME PLEASE......

I HAVE TUITION ON TUESDAY SO I WILL BE LATE FOR THE CHALET BUT NVM, ITS ALRIGHT. HAHA. MEANING BY THE TIME IM THERE, I GET TO EAT. GREAT!



CANT WAIT FOR THE COMING TUES TO COME OSO. SOMEONE IS GONNA TREAT ME TO DINNER TOO. NEW YORK NEW YORK. CHEERS!

BYES:)

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education: Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.



You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.

Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.

Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.


You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.

You value your friendships: 80%You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

accurate? let me know...

there things i want to say, but i don't know what.

someone important to me said, "i really am disappointed in you" (sentence is change to protect privacy), at that moment, tears started to flow. i am ok if someone tells me, "i am angry with you", "i am upset with you", even "i hate you". i am pretty ok with those sentence, but one sentence which i don't wish someone to tell me is "i am disappointed in you" because it means that i hold a very important place in that person's heart but i have done something really wrong and i have somehow or rather failed to live up to that person's standard of me. it breaks my heart and tears just flow by themself without me telling them to do so.

the first one was my primary school maths tuition teacher because i didn't want to do her homework and she said, "i am disappointed in you", that was like a shock for me and from then on i know that, that is one sentence which i wish anyone precious to me to say it. 5 years later, this person said this sentence and again, it was a shock to me but this time the person who said it holds a more important place in my heart as compared to my tuition teacher because this person crossed my life and brought me through up and down. i dun wish for this person to ever be disappointed in me but apparently i have disappointed him/her yesterday.

i know it's not this person's fault to say such a thing and there is no mean intention for this person to say because he/she does not know how much effect this sentence can cause me and till know, i am still upset about it, after 14 hours. i know i will take a long time to cross this barrier just like how i was 5 years ago, that sentence will just keep ringing and ringing into my ear, until i am willing to forgive myself for disappointint that person, i will just keep reflecting and reflecting though i won't do anything to make up for whatever i have done because this person must be really upset as well.

what should i do? i really dunno.

in the recent days, many people asked me about my msn nick, why does it sound so sad?
"pretty much nothing as changed, but everything has already changed" initially, this was quoted by li-ann in "the leap years" but now, i think what she was trying to say has finally reflected on me. change is everlasting and although on the outside, everything has change but you will never know what and how one's thinking is changing. one can pretend that she/he is fine but what is going on inside, you will never know. everyone has their own secret. so yup, pretty much nothing has changed but everything has already changed. AND dun think too far, not change in the sense of emotions and rubbish, its just change in how life works ok!

AND! NO! I DUN LIKE ANYONE NOW!


serenity is simple
:)

woke up at 10am today. received ronney's message at 11.30 asking me if i wanna have lunch with him today. rushed to bathe so that he won't have to wait...so dua pai right. haha. is i dun wan him wait la. did everything in half-hour and out i went.

went for lunch at the s-11 near the library cos i was supposed to meet weisian to pass him "breaking dawn", had bah cho mee for lunch, ronney had his meepok tah. local delicacies have weird names. treated him to desserts, he had some coconut chestnut thingy which he wasn't supposed to eat because he had an upset stomach ytd. wow.

went to the library and find my books and did my notes-writing while waiting for weisian, tried to help ronney predict his future cos he was playing my tarot cards. apparently, im still not very good at reading it yet. oops. weisian and leongwei came around half-hour later and weisian got his book! borrowed the Greek encyclopedia home.

went to tm to walk walk with them, meeting shermeen, evon and weiling while they were at swensens. so the 3 guys and i proceeded to the arcade to play and we played the dancing one, para para and the leg one, im not good at it though, its my first time. the leg one, well, i lost all my feel of it, i remembering buying the whole set and playing at home when i was younger.
the 3 girls came to join us and unknowingly our going out group became bigger. leongwei was disgusting when he played the parapara. i felt i was doing PE.

jalan jalan again and went to cs to play mario kart, played until we so high and started screaming and the person in charge came to check what happen. we were so embarrased. continued to shop shop shop and in the end, guys and girls split. whoo. we saw wenfeng on the way and he joined us too. hanlin came to meet the guys. guys and girls split, wenfeng left and the girls went to mac to sit and talk abt things. cannot say wat. ronney and hanlin waited for angks. had an almost dinner at mac.

went home, bought dinner for my mummy. and yup. thats my day. wow.
oh and i gotten the admission package to TP le. rite...

:)

APPARENTLY I HAVE NOTHING TO BLOG ON SO I DECIDED TO TAKE THIS TEST FROM A VERY VERY VERY GOOD FRIEND OF MINE AND DO IT. YES. IM CRAZY AND HOW DOES THAT GET YOU IN TROUBLE....HUH?!

LAST PERSON THAT
1. Saw you cry? my parents cos they were scolding me!!!
2. You went out to dinner with? evon and weiling
3. You talked on the phone? ronney thru weiling's phone
4. Made you laugh? weiling and evon, i just left them!!!

WOULD YOU RATHER
1. Pierce your nose or tongue? i do no such thing!!! but if you point a gun and make me choose, tongue....
2. Would you rather be serious or funny? personally, i find this qns stupid....funny like duh!!!
3. Drink whole or skim milk? i dun drink milk but i drank whole in the past...
4. Die in a fire or drown? Drown...im a water girl!!!

DO YOU PREFER
1. Flowers or candy? flowers is nice...candy is nicer.
2. Gray or black? Black.
3. Color or Black&White photos? black and white, looks more distinct. i just like it.
4. Sunrise or sunset? sunset, siao wake up so early to see sunrise...
5. M&Ms or Skittles? m&m
6. Staying up late or waking up early? the night is forever young for me...
7. Sun or moon? moon
8. Winter or fall? fall, winter is no fun if it hurts you. fall is more romantic
10. 10 acquaintances or having two best friends? i have 12 best friends, what you want?
11. Sun or rain? rain...i just said im a water girl
12. Vanilla or chocolate ice cream? coffee!!! but chocolate will be the next alternative...

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
1. Do you like anyone? yes...

ABOUT YOU
1. What time is it? 8:11pm
2. Name: Priscilia
3. Nickname(s): pris, rbf, mei, dear, niang, mummy, biantai-p, miss turtle, owner.............
4. What is your birth date? 25 APRIL!!! remember that!
5. What do you want? happiness and enternity to what i have now
6. How many kids do you want? 2 :)
7. What would you want to name a girl? chinese, yee ling. english, e-lynn. means depend on the soul
8. What do you want to name a boy? chinese, yee jian. english, e-kin. means depend on the health
9. You want to get married? only to the right one
10. What kind of music do you like? MY MUSIC

UNIQUE
1. Nervous Habits? i will shiver, i bite my nails.
2. Are you double jointed? huh. no.
3. Can you raise one eyebrow? are you jealous i can?
4. Can you cross your eyes? duh
5. Do you make your bed daily? who cares abt the bed?

RANDOM
1. Which shoe goes on first? right
2. Ever thrown something at someone? yes, especially at my kor
3. On the average, how much money do you carry with you? dun rob me!!!
4. What jewelry do you wear? ring, necklace and bracletcharms
5. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirl
6. What's your favorite beverage? buy me mocha frappachino with wipped cream grade to make me happy. :)

IN THE LAST MONTH, HAVE YOU?
1. Had a boyfriend or girlfriend? yes.
2. Bought something? Yes.
3. Sang? Yes.
4. Been hugged? i hug ppl all the time.
5. Felt stupid? all the time
6. Missed someone? i missed too many ppl to remember.

EIGHT LASTS
Last Car ride: my dad's?
Last Movie Seen: the wedding game
Last Phone Call: ronney
Last Song Played: whatever rongen's blog just played
Last bubble bath: i dun have a bathtub....2 years ago? at china
Last time you Cried: weeks ago
Last Fight: i hit and tickled ronney today...counted?

HAVE YOU EVER
have you ever been arrested? no
Have you ever skinny dipped? no
Have you ever been on TV? Yes
Have you ever cheated on someone? currently, im cheating on alot of ppl
Have you ever liked someone who you couldn’t have? i am now.

SIX THINGS YOU ARE WEARING
1. Undergarments.
2. hang ten polo
3. ring
4. Earphones
5. watch
6. ear sticks

SIX THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY
1. dance para para, was forced to
2. lunch with ronney
3. jalan jalan with ws, lw and ronney
4. had an almost dinner with evon and weiling
5. smsed
6. discussing things me and me friends shouldnt

FIVE FAVORITE THINGS
1. Handphone
2. Laptop.
3.biantai!
4. my kor!
5. biantai's friends

THREE CHOICES
1. Black or White: black
2. Hot or Cold: cold
3. Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate

BEST :
2. Female friend: shermeen, evon, vanessa, sharon, cherie, michelle, rongen, ivy...blah blah blah
3. Vacation: greece, not been there yet. deyang, with the school
4. Memory: where biantai and my cousins are

WORST :
1. Time of day: afternoon where there is nothing to do
2. Day of the week: monday, its the start of the week
3. Food: vegetables!

LAST :
1. Person you saw: my mom
2. Person you hugged: if put hand on shoulder is ronney, if is a bear hug is vanessa
3. Text message: ronney and evon

FAVOURITE :
1. Number: 14 and 12
2. Song: Too many.
3. Color: orange, blue and vintage colours
4. Season: autumn
5. Person(s): now cant say...

I'M STUPID!!!!!

i removed the fastwebcounter!!! and i din know it till today. i accumulate very long le leh!!! wan reach 1000 ppl le! roar!

SHIT!
nvm. what's done is done. so there is nothing i can do. so forget it.

ok. gave my first ever official tuition today. primary 3, EMS.
the boy is not that bad, just that he is abit too slow and abit too careless and just not hardworking enough. seeing the way i teach him just reminds me of gwen, my pri maths tuition teacher, how she nags me:
"you sure?"
"you wanna check?"
"you forgot something"

it was fun? i can say, fun. the boy is actually quite willing to learn but his attention span is abit too short. hmmm. nvm. jiayo. im sure he can do it! jiayo!

i think im born in the wrong time.

no! im not going crazy and having all the negative thoughts again. blah.

you know, my interest has always been tarot, horoscope, analysing of them, greek legends and myths, love stories, beliefs and stuff.
if i lived like maybe my parents' generation or during the 1996 onwards, maybe i can pursue a job that does that, analyse all these stuff till my heart contents.

woo. im just crapping because there is nothing to do!

ok. happy BELATED valentine's day. oops. yea, i know, its like erm, too late but hey, its never too late to spread the love...right? scrap my last post about lovebeing bull shit cos, well, love is not well, bullshit. its not shit either. haha.

so, i din spend valentine's this year, unlike other year where i exchange small gifts with friends and stuff cos this year's valentine's is on a saturday. but nevertheless, ronney and hanlin came by to give me a small sweet gift on valentine's afternoon which was meant as a surprise.


yup. this is their gift and i thought it was really thoughtful for them to bring it all the way down to my house and i was smiling away. the guys had lunch with my dad as well and i think my dad kinda like them .i dunno.

am i like suppose to mention all this?



anyways, today is me and dear's 1 MONTH ANNIVERSAY! and the funniest thing was we remembered only today. haha.

YES! today also is the first day i went out with CHANGHUI and alan. sorry alan. haha. i just officially announced to changhui today dat i am going to woo him! which of course is so not true. i said it for fun de ok. but, well, he is not a bad guy. haha. and yes! i am sms-ing him now!

so yup, met up with sharon, hanlin and ronney after that. went for a little shopping for me and evon de anniversary present. just hang out lor. haha.

:)

It was said that God(i dunno which religion!) created man in pair meaning a male and a female and He placed one in the east and another at the west and the mission for this pair is to find each other and upon finding each other then are they considered complete. Have God ever thought that if the pair that thought found each other was a wrong pair?

Valentine's day was created to let woman propose to man, to express their love to them and if the man agrees, they are to return the proposal on march the 14th. What if it was wrong, again? Love is so hard to find, logically, the harder it is to find, the more precious it becomes, but why is love also so hard to cherish?

Faith, hope, trust, love; aren't they a group, don't they come together? People always says that you need these 4 words to maintain a relationship. It is not difficult really, because that is how friends remain as friends all the time but why when coming to a relationship of intimacy, these 4 words can't seem to link? So if they don't link, what comes out of it? Tears? Broken heart? Sadness? Suicidal thoughts? Depression? 5 words of consequences for the 4 words? Then, if that is the case, my next question is, are these 4 words worth afterall?

We heard countless of love songs, listen to many love stories and fairytales which showed us how magical and how great love can be. They taught us to love, cherish, some describe their sorrows but do we know what is going on behind these stories and songs, before how beautiful it become, how ugly it was? All of us grew up believing Snow White and Prince Charming, Princess Aurora and Prince Philip, Cinderalla and her handsome prince, Princess Ariel and Prince Eric, we believed happily ever after. All princess stories ended with these phrase and i used to love it so much. The little mermaid ended with this phrase as well, but why in part 2, i see Princess Ariel and Prince Eric arguing over their daughter? Three's a crowd? I don't think so. It just goes to show how realistic life is, that there is no eternal love, no true love and even more, no happily ever after...

I know, many out there will disagree because you are in love, well, i have gone through love and i know. It's not that i never had a beautiful relationship before, i do but looking at a couple who could have loved each other once so much and now they are loggerheads, it's almost to hard to believe that eternal love does exist in the real world. Yes, something bad happened allowing me to have such thoughts and i just wanna vent it all out but i think somehow or rather, it makes sense.

p/s: sorry if threw a wet blanket because tomorrow is Valentine's Day.

haha. nah. my laptop is not confiscated anymore. apparently, my dad saw the light and decided it is not very ideal to confiscate his daughter's laptop. hooray to God!!! i know it is God that let my dad realized this, so yup. thank God!!!

ok. hmm. tuesday night wasn't a very happy night, in fact it was a horrible night, but nevertheless, i met my friends the next day which was actually to celebrate Cherie's birthday! her birthday is on Valentine's Day.....so lucky, how i wish my birthday also falls on such a special occasion, haha. maybe, hmm, Christmas? Christmas' eve? Boxing day? i have a cousin whose birthday is on boxing day. hais. ok. no matter. haha.

so yup. had lots of fun on wednesday, like what i said, blindmice is like a must play game now. and so we played blindmice at the 840 playground. eh. i cant wait for the playground at cp to open. it looks pretty cool!!! ronney came and we played what? block catching and i was shouting "NO!!! im going back to my sec one day!!!" and its true, i remember when i was with jin huat, we always play block catching and blindmice with his friends. gosh. haha. still miss those days when i was with him, its all so innocent and simple. hmmm.

did i just use the word innocent?! seems like i did. yea, hey! we were only 13.
goodness, im 17 this year and i just watched my first NC16 show almost 2hours ago. i feel so...old.

went to watch "love matters" with my granma just now and before that i was with shermeen who was in a desperate state beacuse saturday is on the way and i was happily being sacarstic and bitchy about how disgusting Vday can get which in this case, i was lying because i also wanna celebrate Vday but apparently there is noone free, even dear oso not free, excuse me hor, this dear is in reference to evon ah!

"love matters" was horrible. slow and long. and so not exciting at all. maybe its only funny at a few scenes but that is also because we are able to understand what they are talking about, you know, those hidden meanings? yea, so i was like the only one laughing in the row because i have recieved special education from my friends, girlfriends to be able to understand, yea, i know, im like the most biantai person in biantai. this got to do with genes! its not my fault.


THE BIRTHDAY SONG - CORRINE MAY
Don't worry about that extra line
That's creeping up upon your face
It's just a part of nature's way
To say you've grown a little more
Trees have rings and thicker branches
Kids shoes get a little tighter
Every year we're getting closer to who we're gonna be
It's time to celebrate the story of how you've come to be

Happy birthday my friend
Here's to all the years we've shared together
All the fun we've had
You're such a blessing
Such a joy in my life
May the good Lord bless you
And may all your dreams come true

So light a candle on your cake
For every smile you've helped create
For every heart and every soul
You've known to grow a little more
A few more pounds, a little more grey
Don't count the years just count the way
It takes a little time to go from water into wine
Don't ever lose the wonder of the child within your eyes

Happy birthday my friend
Here's to all the years we've shared together
All the fun we've had
It's such a blessing
Such a joy in my life
May the good Lord bless you
And may all your dreams come true


okok. what a long, disgusting and boring post. so. seeya. till next time.
*wink*




p/s: happy valentine's day!

I feel so accomplished!!!

haha. I spent the whole day doing this skin. Yea, I know it's just a super easy and plain skin that many people can do it quickly. Forgive me, I'm just a beginner OK! haha.

didn't do much today. not feeling very well cause my throat hurts, I think there is an inflammation in there but heck cares, it will be OK in a few days time. heehe. only well, i don't really feel like talking, that's all.

gonna celebrate Cherie's birthday tmr. looking forward to it, well, apparently, I'm still having the party fever, I'm actually looking forward to the next one although i have no idea when, gosh, I must be crazy looking forward to something which I do not know when will take place. I must be going nuts!!! gonna see vanessa, shermeen, evon, cherie, leongwei, weisian and ronney tmr!!! I'm gonna bring my poker cards as well then can play forfeit oso!!! roar! I'm really having the party fever.

well, evon! how? what you think? is this skin better than the previous one? i think it is. not too plain and not too complicating. the only part that i still think is not perfect is the sidebar, too narrow le. and the photo abit outdated le. but nvm. who cares? haha.

AND!!! i running out of shows to watch!!! im like repeating shows and i dun like. anybody got any shows to recommend me? seris show! and i just watch twilight again, on the net. i wanna watch the leap years too!!! im dying of pain and boredom!!!

GOOD NEWS ONLY!!!!

well, i have been well-blessed by God and yup, just really wanna thank Him for letting me cross this hurdle free of fear.

i have been accepted into TP's deisgn school, as i wished and yup, i'm in interative media design now. hooray to TP!!! whoo. shijie has also officially become my senior once again because he is also he design school! haha.

another thing that is of cos worth being happy would be that i dun need to leave my clique anymore becuase we are all in the same campus! hooray!!! haha. i am just so blessed!!!

like to also thank vanessa, who i know must have been praying hard for me
ronney, who had been comforting me since ytd afternoon, oops.
shermeen who had always been the going "no la! you will be in tp de la!" because she cant accept the fact that i may have to leave her. bleh.
and also evon, who had also been comforting me as well.
shijie is the most practical one who keep on telling me how tp design school accept ppl
and finally this mr.unknown who i talked to at the appeal counselling, he was'nt lying; he told me i stand a chance and i did! yeah! i should hug him and give him a big thanks. but no way. haha
also also also. my neighbours, dominic and ronnie who also nags me that i will be fine and persuading me not to go MDIS. haha. they dun even know my blog. gosh.
and lastly, to my cousin, connie and tenissa and tezella, yea, i can feel the worries and stuff when you guys talked to me abt the whole study thing. but im ok now. haha.

ok. im going crazy.
to those appeal unsuccessful, dun fret, dun worry, everything will be just fine. and all the best to everyone too. whoo. after so long, i finally feel so light. haha.

haha.

had a great fun yesterday and i really gotta thank my parents for letting me throw a party at my house, i can't remember when was the last time i had so much fun with my clique. haha. i think it was ever since Ronney's birthday.

the party din had a official start, it...well, it just start lor.
everyone QUEUE UP to bai nian, give oranges to my mum, give self introduction and all. my dad gave the ang pow. haha. the scene was quite funny.
no one really dare to start to play until my dad left the house and my mum went into the room.
that was when it started to turn crazy and all. we din gamble with money but we had forfeit and punishments such as kissing the ear, kissing the shoulder, blow the neck, touch the thighs, hit the butt and stuff. boy-girls involved and you can't really say no. haha.

dinner was pizza and KFC. we had special vegetarian pizza for ah pong cos he is vegetarian. shermeen brought the yu shen which spilled onto the floor then everyone was so uptight and started to help me clean, i was like laughing in my heart, "why you all so gan chiong"
ah pong and hl commented that my house very hi-tech, clean thing no need use hand, cos got alot of cleaning devices, of cos la, with the clumsy me at home sure got this kind of things de. haha. dinner was fun too because everyone surrounded one table and eat together and started joking and stuff, dunno who say "dun seduce ppl using your leg ah" it was crazy really.

hl was very gay too, he was always so excited when you and ronney got the forfeit together then he will start to touchy touchy. good gracious. we were all laughing at ronney for daring to bring his 3 gay partner to the house together. weisian pretended to kiss ronney and they were so near i thought they were for real and i was soooo worried.

mahjong was played too and when ah pong finally could game, he rushed into the living room and told us that he game and all of us was so co-operative, he started screaming and clapping hands. haha. forfeits and punishment got more and more daring as the game went on, so hot~ haha.
stopped playing at 9 and went down to the playground and played blind mice, i think it becomes our next must-play game. everyone evolved into a monkey and started climbing around the playground. i fell quite a number of time and now have a blue-black round my knee area.
kailin, shermeen and sharon left first. lights were off at 10 so we went home again and i had that this home is our home de feeling like as though all 12 of us live together, how i hope its true. haha. oops.

played murderer as the last game. hl was tired so he had a a quick sleep while we were playing.
leongwei was so suai that he had countless of forfeit, all of different partners. boy girl oso have. i was to kiss his ear i remember. haha.
everyone left at 11.40 going 12. send them all to the bus-stop and waited for the bus. we were discussing that we should have a chalet and the atmosphere should be just as good as ytd. we were all so excited about it.
bus came and all of them left. continued sms-ing ah pong, ronney and evon till 1plus while i was packing the house. slept at 2 after my bath. quick sleep and sweet dreams.

i wanna another day just like this! all fun and thank you goes to: vanessa, ronney, evon, sharon, guoharn, shermeen, cherie, kailin, weisian, leongwei, hanlin, ahpong.
someone organise one more! haha. .

appeal results tmr, the day where it decides where my fate lies but i know, wherever im going, biantai and friends shall always be the one i love forever, and God as well.