Just as the song, "the winner takes it all", the world is real, it is not a dream whereby you pinch your face or slap yourself, you will wake up. In this real world, when you pinch your face or slap yourself, you will feel pain.

A big thing or a small, the winner takes it all. Life is but a game, you either play by the rules or you don't because there is nobody at the side of the game blowing a whistle and giving you a red card if you play it wrongly.

You don't talk about it because it makes you feel sad, specially when it hurts you. Life is like a hand of cards, may be good, may be bad. At the end of the day, it is how you play it that determines the ultimate winner. I no longer believe in if you tried your best, you are a winner. I stopped believing in that. Today. I see results, I see at the end of the day, who is the ultimate winner, who ends the game first.

I get tense, I can lose my confidence because at the end of the day, the winner takes it all, I am left with nothing, nothing but a reality to face that no matter how upset I can get, the winner takes it all, a big thing or a small. I can run, I can hide, but for how long because at the end of the day, the winner will mock at you.

As you see, the game is all a game, nothing less and nothing more than a game, what can you bring with you after the end of the game? End of life? You still leave this world alone. Who don't come to this world alone, who don't leave alone?

The history hurts, the past hurts, I played all my cards and there are no more ace left. The winner takes it all, the loser standing small, besides the victory, thats also a destiny. I thought I would be strong, but I was nothing but a fool, playing by the rules. The gods may thorw the dice, their minds as cold as ice.

God, why am I even typing all this, when I realized at the end of the day, it's so simple, it's so plain, why should I even complain?

I apologise, if it really makes you feel bad, seeing me so tense, no self confidence, as you see, the winner takes it all.