Religious

you know. when i first know that i was allocated to Girl's Brigade, i was utterly disappointed because it was like my last choice. but today, i know that it is by God's grace, that i enter a CCA that change my life entirely and i know that i am blessed by God to enter this CCA because God has chosen me to see him through this way and i thank God for it because i know Him today.

no doubt, entering Girl's Brigade has really changed me, in all ways. physically, mentally, emotionally but most importantly and the one i am most thankful is definitely spiritually. i remember the day i accepted Christ was the day Pope John Paul II died and i was disheartened. i was really upset but Miss Lee told me before that my acceptance of Christ is the celebration of angels. i was newly-borned and till today i have not regret.

i know i am not a church-goer but its not because i do not want to. i love the church i go, i made friends there and there is a certain bond that i can feel and at that church, i can feel God. i always felt that He is there, somewhere, guiding the whole church and in His presence, everyone is blessed. this is how i feel. i always felt that He is like magic, he makes the choices for me and i know that in His guidance, nothing will go wrong. He sets tests and obstacles for me all the time but i know that when i find ways to overcome them, He is there, helping along the way, ensuring that the choices i made does not defeat the purposes He gave me.

like what the song "shout to the Lord" sings, "mountains bow down and the seas will roar at the sound of Your name" he is just so powerful.

i know he will bless me forever.

i quoted this from Imeem

AND HE SHALLBE CALLED
Advocate-Lamb of God-Jennie
The Ressurection & The Life
Shepherd & Bishop of Souls-Judge
Lord of Lords-God of God-Son Of Man
Man of Sorrows-Head of The Church-Master
Faithful & True Witness-Rock-The Healer
High Priest-The Door-Living Water
Bread of life-Rose of Sharon-True Vine
Alpha & Omega-First & Last-Beginning and End
Messiah-Teacher-lawyer-Doctor-Mediator
Holy One-The Beloved-Carpenter
Good Shepherd-Light of The World
Image of The Invisible God-The Word
King of the World-King Of the Eternity
King of The Universe-Prince of Peace
King Of Our Judgement-Savior-Servant
Chief Cornerstone-Author-Finisher of Our Faith
The Almighty God-Everlasting Father
Shiloh-Lion of The Tribe of Judah
Bridegroom-Only begotten Son-Wonderful Counselor
Immanuel-Dayspring-The Amen
Prophet-Redeemer-Anchor-true One-Only One
King of Kings-King of the Jews
Bright Morning star
The Way The Truth & The Life"

He loves me for who i am and i know His love is selfless and unsuspecting.
His love is nothing compared to the promises i have for Him because i know my love for Him is unbeatable compared to His love for me. Thank you glorious Father for your love upon the unworthy me.

Religious

you know, i am really glad i accepted God into my life. i always feel that i have a weak faith and always thinks that my faith and belief in God is never strong. I always forget that God and the bible is always there for me but now, i know.
Living in a life where God exists meant alot to me. I dun wanna risk losing God at all, but sometimes when life goes on, i tend to forget the One who will forgive all of my sin and even willing to die for it?

who in this world can be so noble but God. He gave His one and only Son to die for us who are so unworthy. He used His blood to cleanse our sins so as to let us live eternally.

i love God. and its because of His love, can i love.
its because of Him, i lived till today.
thank you O'God.

finally. found a blog skin that associates to God the way i want it to be.
and yes. im satisfied with this skin. at least for now i am.
hahas.

well. today din do much. i din go for my ice skating because it was rather expensive on second thought and it was just hanlin, evon and I. hmm. yea. the amount of people is really small but hey, we had enough fun to keep us laughing the whole day. thank God for that.
anyway. the next time i am meeting the girls would be 2 jan and i hope we really can go out tgt because its been long since we all met up, everyone is busy with their own stuffs. hais. miss them so much though.

by the way. i went out with my relatives ytd and my uncle seems to be doing well. jia yo ok! the whole family will support you and i will pray for you.

:)

Greetings everyone!
Its Christmas today!
gosh. i just woke up about 1-and-a-half hours ago.
had a crazy and fun filled party at my cousin's house yesterday and i was really tired.
and guess what?! i hd lots of presents this year although i did not recieve any from santa (yes, i believe he exists) which was really quite sadding. ):

anyways, we played almost 5 games yesterday and each game left everyone with laughters and happiness, it was reallly in quite a mood. everyone was so sporty with all the forfeit and stuff. the Sue's family was like the ultimate winner last night, carrying almost all the prizes back home. damn, i was really jealous. haha.

the only part that was not really happy was the part when i fell in the toilet after playing with the flour thing because it was really slippery and pretty dark so i was like a bat searching for the tap and "whoops" i fell. luckily i din hit my head on the ceramic toilet ball if not i wont be sitting here already. hahas. i couldnt walk at first and thanks to terence, he lifted me off the floor, (thank you!!!) i bet i was really heavy. teehee.
well, i sorta hit my butt and my left hand. now, the butt feels ok but as for hands, bad news. i cant carry any weight that is more than my handphone without feeling uncomfortable.

im going ice skating tmr. cant wait. its been long since i ice skate. and you know, the more i think about it the more i think there is the christmas feel. although singapore is unable to celebrate white chirstams(which is a pity) but in the US, seems like ice skating is part of the festive. so yup, wanna ba a fake ang moh for once. haha.

:)

this was taken ytd. nice?

another one!

went to watch twilight with my mum yesterday. the cullens(is that how you spell it)family is just so damn hot. i mean, not only is edward hot, his whole family is hot, specially charlie.
i cant wait for "new moon" to be in the cinemas already. hahas. (:

anyway. i tried comparing harry potter and twilight. both are just so great. i was actually worried what twilight was gonna be like. i mean, i only read the first part of twilight then i gave up because i had to mugged and i din continued after that. harry is sexy. edward is hot. how to compare?! then, randomly, domyoji came into the picture. also another character that im crazy about. hahas.

in the show, i felt sad for edward somehow. i mean in the book, that feeling wasnt that great but in the movies, its like, you know edward wont suck the bella's blood but each time edward gets close to bella, you will worry that edward would do so. its really different. i felt sad for edward was because he had to force himself not to get tempted by bella's blood which was difficult because by nature, he drinks blood although he is vegetarian. he craves for her blood.

the best part in this show got to be the baseball scene. the part when james detected bella's human smell. the glare in edward's eyes was scary, protective and charming(i think he can act well enough). he was so prepared to fight. charlie was so calm during the about to start battle. so cool la. i thought the way james died was also cool like dislocate the neck and BOOM! fire. edward was nice enough to know that bella should be kept as human, i mean it was because of that reason that made edward fall in love with her was it not? she has the scent that attracted him. (should ask what perfume she wearing ah?)

given a choice, i would be a vampire as well. i mean, at least i can stay with edward forever, at least that was how bella thought as well, but considerate edward begged to defer. haha. that was nice. haha. i want to read new moon. i want to know what victoria has up her mind. haha!

at the rate i'm going, i will not be prepared for that day to come. i miss you much.

On the day when i finally know how i exactly feel towards you was the day i know that you liked someone. you asked me, what was i troubled with, i told you i'm fine. i was lying, i was'nt fine at all. i was in and out shattered but i just did'nt want you to know because i dun wan us to feel upset anymore.

i always thought i forgotten about you and had always believed so. but i realized, it was just the opposite and had always been lying about how i feel. i felt that some things that happens to us is like, its meant to happen and i can't stop it from happening but i need to, yet i enjoyed those things that happened. at times, you will say things or do things that makes me feel, you do still like me but i know that it's not the case. i know how you feel towards me but i really wished it wasnt the way i think it is.

when you told me that there was someone you liked, you noticed that my mood started to change. you asked me if i was jealous and i answered you no. my real answer is actually yes, but i felt that was besides the point. there was nothing that could make me stop you from getting a girlfriend, really. but the thought of me having to keep a distance from you was just terrible. i like that feeling when no matter what kind of relationship we have, we still behave like the world is behind us but now that you found someone you like, i must keep a lookout for my behaviour to you, i must be careful with the things i do and the things i say.

i like it when you suddenly hugged me, say things that makes me smile, protect me like i was a baby but i know that does not belong to me anymore. i no longer am entitled to your love and protection because there is someone else you have to give to.

it really pains me when i asked you who do you like and you said it was me, i know that was not true at all because i know you well enough to know that you will not like me anymore. i decide to forget about me, by boxing day, 26dec. until christmas is over, that is the deadline i give myself. i will wait for that day when you introduced your girlfriend to me and by then, i am prepared to give you blessing that is really true and from the bottom of my heart.

so long never update le. hahas.
these few days have been out with my cousin and their parents and that include monday, tuesday and TODAY!

whoa.

sorry to biantai for not being able to join you guys for basketball on tuesday. i really wan couldnt go out at first but in the end my parents allowed me to go out with my cousins.

went job hunting today, from east point to orchard to central. was super tired.
now i know why people hates looking for job. lucky i have assigments. teehee. :)

ok la. dats it for these days. and i love the siu family!!!

you can't escape the responsibility of tomorrow by evading it today

us and evon's juniors

evon and i again

hanlin and i

AND THE CONERT. each event is carried out by the different classes in the course

the girl with the shorthair can sing VERY well. and she is year 3.

do they remind you of HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL?

this class was really violent when they are doing their performances.the emcees of the night - ronney and sarah

the cake cutting ceremony. and ronney, you dun blow the cake, you blow the candle!!

after the concert and cake cutting was over, there was this thing called the "jama and hop" which to me was like a disco session where the stage is open, music is on, disco ball turning and people dancing but the few of us din went up to play, haha. dare not la. :)

after that was the spookie trail. i was only afraid of the one when we were in entire darkness and the one when only 2 person was allowed in the room. oh! and also the stupid ugly monster that scared me from the corner. the girls in our group was darn brave la.

thx hanlin for being me with me through out the trail. haha.

thats it people. ciao!

sometimes i wish you dun protect me like how you did, you just make me see an illusion forom your shadow.

TAKE PHOTO LAH!(like duh!!!)
take 1:

take 2:

take 3:

take 4(we cant see to be able to take a proper photo huh):

take 2/NG2
(this was because of me)

take 3 and SUCESS!!!
and the saying goes: 失败乃成功之母:)

this is my wallpaper on my phone now.

i think sharon was looking for me.

the pretending but failed sleeping beauty.hanlin had the sudden urge to pray!!! haha!!!

changed my blogskin AGAIN!

haha. im more satisfied with this one than the one of new york. too boring le. haha.
happen to come across another paris blogskin and i like it.
hahas. nice? :p

anyway, recently im in love with CSI las vegas.
ok la. i not that crazy, its my mum thats crazy over it. she actually had collected the whole seris.
crazy not?
im however more attracted to the guys in the show, george eads and archie kao cos i think they are rather charming. teehee.

archie kao, starring as archie johnson

maybe to you guys they are not charming but you should watch the show. too bad, archie kao is only like a calefare, he only appears when there is a need to. hahas. :)

actually it was my mum that notice him and told me abt him and my, in the show, he is gorgeous. he acted in desperate housewives as well, the latest season. he is also quite smart. Kao was born in Washington D.C, U.S. to Chinese-American parents. He attended George Mason University where he joined the Sigma Chi Fraternity and graduated with a degree in Speech Communication. Kao was elected Homecoming King while at George Mason University. While at GMU, he served as student body president (as well as vice-president the year prior). He had planned to attend law school and possibly work in politics before becoming an actor.
Kao speaks and understands rudimentary Mandarin Chinese because he grew up in a bilingual household. He also studied French for six years while in school. smart enough? hahas.

yup. thats it for today. meeting that pig tmr for lunch with the girls. hahas. she is back! lalas.